Monday, February 23, 2009

Bodysnatchers

I found this on someone else's blog - I deleted a couple of them that were just dumb, but I thought the rest were really fun!

RULES:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. You must write that song name down no matter how silly it sounds.
(4. I added partial lyrics just for fun!)

IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY,' YOU SAY:
"Live to Tell"
Geoff Moore and the Distance
Take my life and let it be
a reflection of you for the whole world to see
the God, who is alive and well
I will live to tell

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF:
"Once Upon a December"
Anastasia Soundtrack
Dancing bears, painted wings
things I almost remember
And a song someone sings
Once upon a December

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL:
"Mister Cellophane" - oh, that's sad
Chicago Soundtrack
If someone stood up in a crowd
and raised his voice way out loud
And waved his arm
And shook his leg
You'd notice him

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY:
"Free Fallin" - so perfect!
Tom Petty and the Heartbreakers
And I'm free, free fallin'
Yeah I'm free, free fallin'

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE:
"Someday You Will be Loved"
Death Cab for Cutie
You may feel alone when you're falling asleep
and everytime tears roll down your cheeks
But I know your heart belongs to someone you've yet to meet
Someday you will be loved

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU:
"Now We Are Free" - nice
Gladiator Soundtrack
(Don't understand any of it - it's in Hebrew)
Anol Shalom
Anol sheh lay konnud de ne um
Flavum
Nom de leesh
Ham de nam um das...

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN:
"Hanging by a Moment"
Lifehouse
Desperate for changing
starving for truth
I'm closer to where I started
Chasing after you

WHAT IS 2+2?
"Live Like You Were Dying"
Tim McGraw
I loved deeper and I spoke sweeter
And I gave forgiveness I'd been denying
and he said someday I hope you get the chance
To live like you were dying

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND:
"Gotta Be Somebody"
Nickelback
'Cause nobody wants to go it on their own
and everyone wants to know their not alone
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There's gotta be somebody for me out there

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO:
"In the Waiting Line"
Zero 7
Do you believe in what you see
motionless wheel, nothing is real
Wasting my time, in the waiting line
Do you believe, in what you see

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING:
"The Point of No Return" - HAHAHAHA!!!!!
Phantom of the Opera Soundtrack
(so many perfect lines but I'll just put the last part down)
Past the point of no return, the final threshold
the bridge is crossed, so stand and watch it burn
We've passed the point of no return

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL:
"Meet Virginia"
Train
Well she wants to live her life
Then she thinks about her life
Pulls her hair back as she screams
"I don't really want to live this life"

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW:
"Let it Snow! Let it Snow! Let it Snow!"
Dean Martin
The fire is slowly dying
and my dear we're still goodbying
But as long as you love me so
Let it snow, let it snow, let it snow

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE:
"The Mob"
Gladiator Soundtrack
(There are no words - ha!)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR:
"Reggae Got Soul"
Toots and the Maytals
Reggae got soul
got so much soul
Listen to the beat
move your dancing feet
Rock your bodyline
Move in time

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET:
"Grease (remix)"
Grease
I got chills, they're multiplyin'
and I'm losing control
'Cause the power, you're supplyin'
it's electrifyin'

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP:
"The Show"
Sanctus Real
And I'd give anything to hear the sound of the spirit
Coming down
And the praises they sang

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS:
"Bodysnatchers"
Radiohead
I've no idea what I am talking about
I'm trapped in this body and can't get out

The Island

This one might be a stretch, but, after repainting it several times my roommate exclaimed that it looked like a submerged island. I still don't know if I see it, but I liked the idea of every other picture I'd tried being buried under layers of paint. So, I wrote a poem about it, to make it make sense.
















Her island covers all her dreams
Lying there half-sunk in seas
Sandy shores with white-capped waves
Nothing in sight for days and days.

Yet deep below there lies a girl
The reddest hair in all the world
Pale-white face with a stubborn jaw
Deep blue eyes I couldn't draw.

Then a pink flamingo underneath
The islands' waters now they keep
It's life, it's flight, it's painted wings
All kept still by painted seas.

Beyond that an abstract thought
The orange, the purple lines they fought
An idea of chaos somehow designed
by an intricacy of my mind.

And at the bottom lies four trees
Gnarled branches bereft of leaves
The piano stands upon the grass
Soul-bared melody unmasked.

Upon all these my island sits
With nothing left but what it is
A wispy shore, sinking deep
With all my dreams drowned beneath.

Saturday, February 21, 2009

Then Once to Speak

(same Stream of Consciousness that brought you the title of this blog)

Her feet are dancing as her arms are lifted
in time with the music she hears
Songs sung as she moves to the tune that she plays
the rhythm of her falling tears.
I try to imagine what she sees with closed eyes
shut so tightly to keep them in
those hopes and those fears shut up in her heart
a full day she can't help but relive.

As barefoot she stands in the mud of the road
seeming ready to run and stand still
racing with all the thoughts moving through
her mind, her body, her will.
Her stretched fingers curling around the thin air
as her arms they possess all the strength
to lift her right off of those bare feet in the mud
no emotion seems ever to stay.

The tears that I mentioned, those tears full of music
streaking patterns of black down her cheeks
the notes being played by the sun on her face
causes me then once to speak.
"Why this joy and this sadness together,
I'm not sure what's making you cry.
The tears, and the smile, must come from some reason?"
I stop and await her reply.

Turning and turning she heeds not my question
though laughing she pauses to say,
"All of these days, yet all that we waste,
Have you lived enough for today?"

Thursday, February 19, 2009

The Gipsy Girl

Painting inspired
by Ralph Hodgson's poem
















"Come, try your skill, kind gentlemen,
A penny for three tries!"
Some threw and lost, some threw and won
A ten-a-penny prize.

She was a tawny gipsy girl,
A girl of twenty years,
I liked her for the lumps of gold
That jingled from her ears;

I liked the flaring yellow scarf
Bound loose around her throat,
I liked her showy purple gown
And flashy velvet coat.

A man came up, too loose of tongue,
And said no good to her;
She did not blush as Saxons do,
Or turn upon the cur;

She fawned and whined "Sweet gentlemen,
A penny for three tries!"
- But oh, the den of wild things in
The darkness of her eyes!

Monday, February 16, 2009

Big Bear with the Family

Have you ever had those weekends that you just don't want to end? There is so much fun had that you can't even imagine having that much fun ever again? Or been caught thinking that fun ceases to exist when the weekend ends? If so, you'll enjoy my story.

Thursday afternoon the cars were all packed up with Doritos and Hot Chocolate, among other things to eat. The four of us in the van had our animal hats on, ready for some adventure. I, naturally, was wearing Hippo with Dog driving, and Elephant and Polar Bear in the back seat. So perfect. The Beatles accompanied us all the way up the mountain - "Here comes the sun, do en do do."

As the driveway was snowed over we carried the loads of necessities (like Scrabble and snow pants) up the newly-shoveled stairs to the perfectly placed cabin that overlooked the lake. Very nice to have seven people to help. Actually, very nice to have the guys suggest that Kels and I stay in the cabin and unpack the food while they proceed to carry everything from the cars to the stairs to the kitchen.

Food unpacked, hot chocolate made and blanketly-wrapped - the next activity had to be playing games. Thus a highly volumized game of Pit commenced. Before we knew it the last, and final, car of family members arrived. Role call: Katie, Matty, Ben, Jeff, Max/Andrew, Tayla, Kels-oo, Jordan, Josiah, Kaylin, and myself. All present. Family time.

Sleep. Sunrise. So early. Sledding. Snowball fight. Sledding. Several naps. Some games and some food. Sinking Battleships. Snow storm. Sunset. Serious Rummikub-ing. Salinger stories. Sleep. Sunrise.
Between cups of Hot chocolate with dirt particles from the melted snow (since the pipes broke and then froze over once they were fixed) and semi-cleaned dishes as there was no water to wash them with, Kels pointed out that we were just building up our immune systems.

What other fun was had, you ask? Are you in for a treat. Pink snow bibs, creeper Dude-Bro (the snowman, as seen in picture below)Dance-party film shoots, Luge-ing Chaos and going over the side of the sled-run into the trees, 5 pairs of socks, moral supporting the heck out of Max/Andrew's pipe-fixing (see below)Boombox left hanging from the tree, Coke and snow snacking, Valentine's dinner made by the guys - so good, by the way, Happy Hippo dancing, and any other fun you can think up, we probably did it.

All of that to say, the trip home went by way too fast and we were unpacking the van and packing up our animal hats way too soon it seemed. Who's up for Round Two?

Thursday, February 5, 2009

Life Burrito

I've made mine with music
Some of it in time
Then added a little vocab
to make it sweet with rhyme.
I'm adding daily to-do lists
with plans I'm trying to make
And sometimes there's lonely
but always a lot of faith
There's writing and coffee
and covert-op schemes
I've filled it with interesting
friendships and dreams
I'll admit that inside there's fear
and, more often than not, doubt
Every time I make it
I can't seem to leave these out.

What's in your Life burrito
what is it your eatin'?
What would you leave out,
what flavors are you needin'?
Who needs lettuce and tomato
and your choice of three meats?
You put what you like in your Life burrito
And once it's filled up, you eat.

This was inspired after talking with a friend about what was going on in my life. I told him a list of things and then said - "Yep, all of that is rolled up in my Life burrito. It's what I'm eating right now." That spurred a discussion as to whether someone else could eat my life burrito... and of course I told him that my burrito had a special force field around it. Maybe I'll add that verse.

Now this burrito of mine, 
life-stuffed, if you will
Is mine for the eatin'
not for any old Bill*.
There's no getting around
the laser force field
It's guarded and protected
Not just anyone's meal.
Only I, of course,
can turn off this device
and usually to add
some new-fangled spice.
Like big rings on my fingers
or red hair on my head
I wish one of these days
I could add a job instead.

Well that's the story
of this burrito of mine
Now go make yours
Though you don't have to rhyme.

*The name of my friend has been changed for privacy reasons and because it didn't rhyme.